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Intorduction The light fades in and out as my eyelids open me to reality. My breath takes shape inside my lungs, pushing my chest up and down. My torso lifts me into a sitting position. I’m in a building built with old wood. Gold strands of hay lay all around. Next to me lays a girl. Blonde hair dipped with red frames her face. Her eyelids have yet to open to reality yet, and her chest remains dormant. Red has been splattered all around her body. It appears to be oozing out of her stomach. Her black sneakers are covered in dried mud. Her shirt might have once been a different color or had a design, but right now, it’s red. Blue s

The wind brushes my face while I make my way to the old abandoned farm house I’ve made my home. There I’ll prepare dinner with one of the two rabbits I’ve caught. I’ll save the other for dinner tomorrow. After I’ve gotten the part of the rabbit I can eat, I start a fire in the yard, and cook the rabbit. I then hope to find sleep in the endless maze of being awake. I know I will never find the end to the maze, but it still never hurts to try. When it becomes clear I won’t find sleep, I get up, and get ready for the day. The old farmhouse has no running water , so I’m forced to go to the creek and get c

Whatever fate throws at me, My hands will catch it, If despair comes my way, My feet will dance upon it, I'll laugh the pain away, And smile at a new day

•Don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds that you plant.   Robert Louis Stevenson •Find a place inside where there’s joy, and the joy will burn out the pain.   Joseph Campbell •Nothing is impossible, the word itself says ‘I’m possible’!   Audrey Hepburn Never give in   Andy Biersack •Live your life. Listen to your music way too loud, be as crazy and as “different” as you want to be and always remember you’re not alone.   Andy Biersack •Can’t promise that things won’t be broken, but i swear that I will never leave.   Kellin Qu

Friday seems to take a year to get here. when it does finally get here I decide to dress up a little. I put a pair of black jeans, not ripped of course, and a plain white t-shirt. Before leaving I quickly map quest her house to get directions. I pulled on the side of the curb, like she instructed. I want to go to the door and be a gentlemen, but instead I just send a text that says "I'm here" About a minute later my phone starts playing the default marimba ringtone. It says "K. be out in about 5 min." Sure enough five minutes later, she comes runnin out from the side of the house. I quickly jump out of the car. When she gets to the care do

  Chapter 1: Escape The pencil I’ve been holding for the past hour, trying to find inspiration has dropped out of my hand. I lift myself out of the chair that seats me at the desk directly to the left of my bright pink twin bed that sits in the back right corner of my room, at the very end of the hall. I look at the walls that are covered in band posters, but underneath them is the bright pink paint that matches the bed. Those walls should be gray or black so they match my severely bruised life. My tattered bench sits outside on the fire escape. I escape out there to watch the view drift away as hope fades to a distant memory and